This is my final week of working with crystals to see what “opportunities” they bring me! I do have another Crystal Council box coming this month, but this month overall has been…weird? I feel like they didn’t send me stones for “opportunities” but for “psychic abilities” instead (unless the two are somehow related?) I’m curious to see what will be in my next box.
Rhodonite for Opportunities
Saturday, 6/6/2020 – Rhodonite – Day 1
Today is my mother’s birthday. I saw her and we went to the park, where we saw a giant snapping turtle. We tried to help it across the road but it was mean AF. We had an idea to use a stick to scoot him along and he bit the stick. S/He had moss all over its shell. Interesting that I saw my animal again on my first day with Rhodonite. (I have no pics, sorry, I didn’t take any pics any of the days I worked with it).
I got my mother a foot massager and a butterfly garden where you can “raise your own butterflies.” I hope it’s cool. I also gave her the Blue Kyanite, because it didn’t help me at all and since she’s a true psychic, I think it will help her a lot more.
Sunday, 6/7/2020 – Rhodonite – Day 2
I meditated with Rhodonite today and was lucky enough to actually find a specific meditation FOR Rhodonite. It was nice; I really like when I find specific meditations for crystals. There are quite a few of them, but there are also a LOT that don’t have any (like the first three I used). I also did yoga which helped a lot. I like Rhodonite a lot. It’s really pretty, it feels calming, and with last week being such a major upheaval it’s nice to have something to relax to.
Monday, 6/8/2020 – Rhodonite – Day 3
This morning I went for a long hike with my cousin, which was so great.
Today was the day when opportunities FINALLY rolled in. My cousin invited me to a Black Lives Matter protest (I would never go alone, so to be invited to one and not have to go solo is huge for me). I found $20 cash in a parking lot. I also got a part time job offer from an office I used to work for and liked. It only took 4 weeks but damn, opportunities are here!
I also still highly consider last week’s Desert Jasper to be a week of opportunity. I haven’t even started thinking about how to improve on those things, but this upcoming march is a start!
Tuesday, 6/9/2020 – Rhodonite – Day 4
I started the job today. They made me take my temperature at the door and I had a 100 degree fever? But they said it was fine, made me put a mask on and had me stay the whole day. Is…..isn’t that dangerous? I mean, I stayed far away from everyone else and I felt fine overall, but that just seems strange given the whole pandemic thing.
Anyway, the day was fine, I came home and did some music work and that was that. Not a lot of time spent with Rhodonite but still feeling the opportunities!
Wednesday, 6/10/2020 – Rhodonite – Day 5
Today was a day off of work but I spent it entirely on music work, so the day literally FLEW by. I had to record a video for a client, then sing and edit almost 10 songs, so it was evening before I knew it and I had to get ready for bed for work the next day. I still kept Rhodonite with me though and I really enjoy looking at it. It’s so pretty and I just noticed there are small flecks of gold in it.
Thursday, 6/11/2020 – Rhodonite – Day 6
I get sent home from work early today. I was *freezing* cold, shivering and had the space heater on by my desk, and I kept falling asleep. I came home and took a nap and now I’m wide awake so I’m going to try to do some music work, but tomorrow I’m probably going to call my doctor and see if I should get covid tested. I don’t feel like I have that (no coughing or any of the major symptoms) but there’s definitely SOMETHING going on.
Friday, 6/12/2020 – Rhodonite – Day 7
I really wish I could get a grip on my mental health. I was told I’m not allowed back to work until I have a negative Covid test, I can’t get tested till next week. So this sudden giving and taking of my “opportunity” is just bizarre to me, and I’m not mentally healthy enough to really process it except cry and stare out the window at nothing. I do this until the sun goes down, until all I can see is my own exhausted reflection.